charlie nast

 

Crying

I saw you crying the other day.
I was in that alley.
Behind the magnolia tree, and I had
followed you.
You probably didn’t see me, because of the
shadows. But I was there.

I saw you crying.

You slumped against the wall.
Not weeping.
It was from the gut.
You were in convulsions and your
eyes were faucets. I have never seen
anyone in so much pain.

Damn, he must’ve hurt you a lot.
It was so uncomfortable
to watch you.
I couldn’t tear myself away.
I hated you so much
for all of those years
but I was still uncomfortable.

I felt awful seeing you wretching in
you forlorn pain. Awful for watching
you when you thought you were alone.
At least I could have afforded you
that dignity.

But I did.
I left. Left you to your own for
that painful moment.

I had to.
Watching you having that crying, shaky
seizure was funny as shit.

Man I laughed all the way back to your house

 

 

Old Folks Naked

You know why there aren’t any old people
naked on television?

It ain’t because of the tight wound, uptight
executives that run the airwaves.

It ain’t because of the religion that pervades
our social conscious.

It ain’t because when you get old your
modesty takes over.

It aint because no one sees the inner beauty in
people.

It aint because kids may see them.

It aint because art is an afterthought on mass
market entertainment.

It is because old people look terrible naked.

 

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charlie nast

     I had my first nervous breakdown in 1989, I think. Miami was waxing Notre Dame and then it all erupted. I was crying on the floor, drunk and alone.

     I grew up in Charleston SC and have lived my whole life somewhere or another in this state. I’m comfortable here with my fine art painter wife and 8-year-old boy. We like to make fun of everything and play charades. My passions are music, pro wrestling and anything fried. I’d fry Iced Tea if I could.

     The South is a good place for inspiration. There is much history and beauty. I don’t write about that stuff but it is nice never the less. My inspiration comes from the sadder things. Comes from the weirder things.

     Winter here makes everything gray. I am a happy fellow but many times in my life I wasn’t and this complete knowledge of melancholy fuels me. That’s about it. I am a contradiction. Still get sad. I write whatever the Hell flows out of my mind. No rhyme or reason. But I like it.

     And I play Basketball pretty well.

Charlie Nast, 2002